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so 2010 maybe hasn't started the way i wanted it to and at times ill admit i most definitely gave up. But through the tough times, i appreciate things alot more than i did and im happy for that. Im coming back a little stronger and alot more grown up (doesn't mean im giving up my disney) Theres just more to life than the things you buy or the places you go or who you know. my mission in life went from owning everything i could ever dream of to just being happy, although purchasing a few luxury items on the way wouldn't hurt ;)

this vacay is defintely one of the most craziest impulse buy by far but i really need to get away and lifes to short to wait so if any of you know me im such an ocd when it comes to organizing, planning and DEFINTELY packing so you can understand why im so fucking frustrated right now, im seriously trying to not care about what to pack so im throwing things what i like in my closet and into the pink polkadot suitcase on the floor .... and its seriously killing me =/ so im constantly remind myself "this will be a carefree vacation for once"


but i know for sure im going to need my favorite carry all, my fedora and a new beach read ( i picked the cover WITHOUT hannah montanas face on it, itll just ruin the book)

pc out calgary see you in a week !! AND HELLO MEXICO !!

what a weekend (1. chloe playing in the park_ 2. gizzy exhausted_ 3. jane pissed at lloyd for giving us wrong directions)

• THURS: globefish&ironmills /w jane then headed out to chinese cultural center and finished with mcdicks =)
• FRI: prince's island
• SAT: edmonton
• SUN: dinner with the fam

ive been patiently waiting and now that its so close i cant hardly wait for the gladiators, the spring dresses, the suns out till 9 or later and the cold margaritas out on the patio. so much deadstock just waiting to be worn =)

• i just fell in love with french connection dresses hmmmm where am i going to wear this one =)
• little brother just turned 18 wow im getting old
• i cant believe im OBSESSED with the office now
• caught a few videos of bj TRYING to dance those will be up in a few =p
• will have some pictures up by next wknd , i have a feeling this weeks going to be a good one

definitely gotta break these in wonder what they'll look like after 6 months

here we go again another year and this time I'm doing it different. Instead of planning and being all stressed out about resos and guest list. I'm not planning anything at all! haha i figured the best nights are unplanned and spontaneous so might as well give it a try this year. But just as long as I'm with the people i love doesn't matter how the night goes.

hopefully everyone is has had a great start to the new year i was absolutely scatterbrained NYE and newyears,so unfortunately while i was packing everything for the night i forgot the battery to my camera GOOD ONE KAT but neitherless i had a great night so my nye in a nutshell?

• amazing food especially the prime rib and the bernard callebaut chocolate fondue
• unlimited wine =)
• 2$ bar =) =)
• i think i cried alot lol ughh why am i such a sap
• someone told me that some girl with fake boobs stared me down LOL ... bitch
• caught the bouquet ( and i srsly didnt want too) realized the next day its cuz everyone beside me ran away so i would THANKS ALOT !
• chad was more drunk than i was HAHAHA and that hardly EVER happens
• midnight champagne toast ( that pretty much finished me up) and snacks
• after party in mrs and mr bilotta suite

relaxed in the Jacuzzi perfect end to a GREAT night so the only pics i have for you are ones taken by chads mom

so congrats to jessica and jesse FINALLY after 10 yrs you guys finally made it offical and a happy 4 years to my babe

best nye so far